I am trying to keep good habits. I am working to be consistent when noone is looking. I am working to get ahead.

I am ahead. I got a good headstart. I am managing just fine.

I am tired of managing all the abrastractions and feeling stuck.

I’ve got plans that I am tired of putting a hold on b/c I don’t have the money in the bank.

I want to invest in a home lab but too many life necessities are a damned distraction.

I am frustrated that I thought I’ve saved enough money over the last three months to have not budgeted correctly. I’ve not saved money. I’ve been a little bit of a fool on trusting my gut instinct, instead of calculating the exact rows and columns.

It seems the more I open myself up to change there is challenge to my core compancies. I have checked my SEO and noone has even looked at this site, lol.

Also what is up with web performance? Why does my download start sucking when I have to have open cookies and advertisements on this web management front end wordpress machine? I have my assumptions but that seems to be all that I have to go off of until I prove an ass of myself.

Anyway, this is just a check box of posting and managing WordPress blog and trying to keep a new learning habit.